Assalamuallaikum...
There's a quote told me that...
"My mom always told me if you cant say anything nice, don't say anything at all and some people wonder why im so quiet around them"
Got it?? I just don't know how to talk and express myself between"some people" like that so, please! Don't wonder why am I keep silent and throw all your words around because there's nothing to say.
P/S: Do not wonder why am I too silent to talk.
LOVE,
Suhana Dullah.
Monday, October 24, 2011
Jangan ingatkan aku tentang cinta -sue-
Assalamualaikum...!
Hi all~ Betapa hati saya dirundung kesedihan dan kehujanan hari ini. Tuhan itu maha adil kan? Kadang ia datangkan hujan yang maha lebat dalam hati kita supaya kita sentiasa beringat. Saya harap selepas hujan yang maha dahsyat dalam hati saya ni reda, hati saya akan didatangi pelangi yang indah. [SEMOGA BEGITU HENDAKNYA. AMIN~]
Kawan2 saya yang cute2 sekalian, doakan saya agar dapat meneruskan kehidupan ini kayh. Doakan agar saya sentiasa kuat dan sentiasa mampu berdiri daripada kejatuhan saya hari ini.
Saya tersungkur hari ini dan saya tidak pasti bila saya akan dapat bangkit. Saya cuma berharap agar apa yang saya lalui hari ini hanyalah mimpi dan apabila saya bangun tidur hari esok, keadaan akan kembali kepada sedia kala. Ya Allah, betapa aku mementingkan diriku sendiri. Maafkan aku Ya Allah. Sesungguhnya aku hamba yang lemah, yang penuh kesilapan dan ketidaksabaran. Maafkan kekhilafan diriku.
Hari ni, saya agak lemah sekali. Saya cuba buang dia dari hidup saya tapi setiap kali itu juga ianya memaksa saya untuk menyimpan perasaan itu. Saya sudah buka rantai yang saya pakai tuh. Itu kekuatan pertama yang saya buat. Tapi maaf, i'll try to throw all your picture, but I cant. I just love you much but you hurt me too many times. I just cant forget it.
Saya sentiasa dalam angan2 akan tidur pada malam hari dan bangun pada esok pagi, awak akan ada tidur dengan nyenyaknya di sisi saya. Tapi satu hari, saya sedar saya bukan orang yang layak berada di sisi awak pada sepanjang ketiduran awak itu. Sebab saya tidak membahagiakan kamu dan akan menyusahkan kamu kelak.
Lihat saja pada hari ini, saya sudah susahkan kamu buat terakhir kalinya. Sebab kita sama2 pasti selepas ini, tiada apa lagi yang ada antara kita.
Mungkin ini kali terakhir saya tuliskan tentang cinta dan kisah hati serta perasaan saya. Tapi saya berharap selepas ini tiada benci antara kami sebagaimana kami mulakan semua perhubungan ini. Benarlah kata orang, setiap yang bermula pasti akan berakhir. Tapi apa yang saya sangkakan....semua pengakhiran ini adalah suatu pengakhiran yang indah rupanya apa yang saya bina selama ini hanyalah sebuah istana kaca, yang akan pecah dengan hanya sedikit gegaran.
P/S: Kamu tidak tergantikan dengan siapa2. Mungkin selepas ini saya akan teruskan dengan further my master dan PHD. Saya tiada plan untuk bercinta lagi. Maafkan saya cinta.
Sayangkan kamu sangat,
Suhana Dullah.
Hi all~ Betapa hati saya dirundung kesedihan dan kehujanan hari ini. Tuhan itu maha adil kan? Kadang ia datangkan hujan yang maha lebat dalam hati kita supaya kita sentiasa beringat. Saya harap selepas hujan yang maha dahsyat dalam hati saya ni reda, hati saya akan didatangi pelangi yang indah. [SEMOGA BEGITU HENDAKNYA. AMIN~]
Kawan2 saya yang cute2 sekalian, doakan saya agar dapat meneruskan kehidupan ini kayh. Doakan agar saya sentiasa kuat dan sentiasa mampu berdiri daripada kejatuhan saya hari ini.
Saya tersungkur hari ini dan saya tidak pasti bila saya akan dapat bangkit. Saya cuma berharap agar apa yang saya lalui hari ini hanyalah mimpi dan apabila saya bangun tidur hari esok, keadaan akan kembali kepada sedia kala. Ya Allah, betapa aku mementingkan diriku sendiri. Maafkan aku Ya Allah. Sesungguhnya aku hamba yang lemah, yang penuh kesilapan dan ketidaksabaran. Maafkan kekhilafan diriku.
Hari ni, saya agak lemah sekali. Saya cuba buang dia dari hidup saya tapi setiap kali itu juga ianya memaksa saya untuk menyimpan perasaan itu. Saya sudah buka rantai yang saya pakai tuh. Itu kekuatan pertama yang saya buat. Tapi maaf, i'll try to throw all your picture, but I cant. I just love you much but you hurt me too many times. I just cant forget it.
Saya sentiasa dalam angan2 akan tidur pada malam hari dan bangun pada esok pagi, awak akan ada tidur dengan nyenyaknya di sisi saya. Tapi satu hari, saya sedar saya bukan orang yang layak berada di sisi awak pada sepanjang ketiduran awak itu. Sebab saya tidak membahagiakan kamu dan akan menyusahkan kamu kelak.
Lihat saja pada hari ini, saya sudah susahkan kamu buat terakhir kalinya. Sebab kita sama2 pasti selepas ini, tiada apa lagi yang ada antara kita.
Mungkin ini kali terakhir saya tuliskan tentang cinta dan kisah hati serta perasaan saya. Tapi saya berharap selepas ini tiada benci antara kami sebagaimana kami mulakan semua perhubungan ini. Benarlah kata orang, setiap yang bermula pasti akan berakhir. Tapi apa yang saya sangkakan....semua pengakhiran ini adalah suatu pengakhiran yang indah rupanya apa yang saya bina selama ini hanyalah sebuah istana kaca, yang akan pecah dengan hanya sedikit gegaran.
P/S: Kamu tidak tergantikan dengan siapa2. Mungkin selepas ini saya akan teruskan dengan further my master dan PHD. Saya tiada plan untuk bercinta lagi. Maafkan saya cinta.
Sayangkan kamu sangat,
Suhana Dullah.
CRY by Rihanna.
Hi all. Enjoy kayh :)
Lyrics is found at HERE.
p/s : I want to be strong as what I am before, and please! Don't to much rely on somebody else. GOD, please teach me not to love anymore. Its just makes me hurt much!
LOVE,
Suhana Dullah.
I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole 'in love' thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed?
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart
My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole 'in love' thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed?
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart
My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
How did I get here with you? I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do, stay away from lovin' you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show, you won't see me cry
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
(You?ll never see me cry)
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
On my life
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
How did I get here with you? I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do, stay away from lovin' you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show, you won't see me cry
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
(You?ll never see me cry)
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
On my life
Lyrics is found at HERE.
p/s : I want to be strong as what I am before, and please! Don't to much rely on somebody else. GOD, please teach me not to love anymore. Its just makes me hurt much!
LOVE,
Suhana Dullah.
Friday, October 21, 2011
Jarak.
Assalamuallaikum..
Apabila saya tulis jarak, apa yang kamu fikir tentangnya? Mestilah ianya tentang ruang yang agak jauh bagi 2 benda atau 2 orang bukan? Hehe :) bukan apa, kadang2 saya terfikir adakah jarak itu menyatukan atau ianya memisahkan. Pendapat kamu?
"Sometimes we maintain silence to protect a beautiful relation,but we always forget that too much of silence creates a distance in every relation"
*IT all depends on us. :)*
P/S: "If the only place where I could see you was in my dreams, I'd sleep forever."
LOVE,
Suhana Dullah.
Apabila saya tulis jarak, apa yang kamu fikir tentangnya? Mestilah ianya tentang ruang yang agak jauh bagi 2 benda atau 2 orang bukan? Hehe :) bukan apa, kadang2 saya terfikir adakah jarak itu menyatukan atau ianya memisahkan. Pendapat kamu?
"Sometimes we maintain silence to protect a beautiful relation,but we always forget that too much of silence creates a distance in every relation"
*IT all depends on us. :)*
P/S: "If the only place where I could see you was in my dreams, I'd sleep forever."
LOVE,
Suhana Dullah.
Sabar itu besar hikmahnya.
Assalamuallaikum...!
"I don't pray for God to take my problems away, I pray only for God to give me the strength to go through them"
Ya Allah, Ya Tuhan ku, Berikanlah kekuatan untukku agar aku mampu meneruskan hari esok. Berikanlah kesabaran dan ketabahan kepadaku agar aku mampu bersabar selagimana aku perlu untuk bertahan dan berikanlah aku sejuta kebaikan sekiranya kesabaran ku ini adalah sesuatu yang membuatkan orang lain akan merasa bahagia dan berikanlah ruang yang luas kepadaku untuk merasa bersyukur atas kurniaan kesabaran dan ketabahan selama mana aku menempuhi kehidupanku.
Firman Allah s.w.t. bermaksud:
“Tetapi orang-orang yang sabar dan memaafkan, sesungguhnya perbuatan yang demikian itu adalah termasuk urusan yang diutamakan.”
(Asy-Syura: 43)
P/S: Semoga kesabaran sentiasa ada dalam hatiku untuk terus bersabar dan bertahan selama mana aku perlu menempuhi hidup ini. :)
LOVE,
Suhana Dullah.
"I don't pray for God to take my problems away, I pray only for God to give me the strength to go through them"
Ya Allah, Ya Tuhan ku, Berikanlah kekuatan untukku agar aku mampu meneruskan hari esok. Berikanlah kesabaran dan ketabahan kepadaku agar aku mampu bersabar selagimana aku perlu untuk bertahan dan berikanlah aku sejuta kebaikan sekiranya kesabaran ku ini adalah sesuatu yang membuatkan orang lain akan merasa bahagia dan berikanlah ruang yang luas kepadaku untuk merasa bersyukur atas kurniaan kesabaran dan ketabahan selama mana aku menempuhi kehidupanku.
Firman Allah s.w.t. bermaksud:
“Tetapi orang-orang yang sabar dan memaafkan, sesungguhnya perbuatan yang demikian itu adalah termasuk urusan yang diutamakan.”
(Asy-Syura: 43)
P/S: Semoga kesabaran sentiasa ada dalam hatiku untuk terus bersabar dan bertahan selama mana aku perlu menempuhi hidup ini. :)
LOVE,
Suhana Dullah.
Aku harap semua ini tidak berlaku.
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| You only have to be honest to me. |
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| This is what happen to us right now. You are too busy to talk to me. is it? |
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| Don't you understand what I feel right now? :'( |
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| I don't think that this will be happen soon. :'( |
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| Now, I think to run away as far as I can when I "look" into your activities stupid "FB" diary |
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| When I think back, this would be good for us. |
So, I think that... I'll go. If I am important enough to you, then you'll find me. If I'm nothing to you, then you'll let me go and I wont come back. I'm sorry. You hurt me much.
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| I want to be by your side forever, but now I don't thinks that you will choose me. Am I right? |
P/S : Can you imagine how your BF commenting and FBing with other people while you were waiting for his CALL and SMS since he promise you that he will call & sms you?
LOVE,
Suhana Dullah.
Love is...??
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:
"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all even when his hands got arthritis, too. That's Love. Rebecca - age 8
When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4
"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5
"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French Fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6
"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4
"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." Danny - age 7
"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss" Emily - age 8
"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen." Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)
"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate." Nikka - age 6
"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it
everyday." Noelle - age 7
"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well." Tommy - age 6
"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore." Cindy - age 8
"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night." Clare - age 6
"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken." Elaine-age 5
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford." Chris - age 7
"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day." Mary Ann - age 4
"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old
clothes and has to go out and buy new ones." Lauren - age 4
"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you" Karen - age 7
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross." Mark - age 6
"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget," Jessica - age 8
And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child. (Now this will melt your heart.) The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked him what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry."
Credits to Best Quotes.
P/S: what do you think about love?
LOVE,
Suhana Dullah. :)
"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all even when his hands got arthritis, too. That's Love. Rebecca - age 8
When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4
"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5
"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French Fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6
"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4
"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." Danny - age 7
"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss" Emily - age 8
"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen." Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)
"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate." Nikka - age 6
"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it
everyday." Noelle - age 7
"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well." Tommy - age 6
"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore." Cindy - age 8
"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night." Clare - age 6
"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken." Elaine-age 5
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford." Chris - age 7
"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day." Mary Ann - age 4
"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old
clothes and has to go out and buy new ones." Lauren - age 4
"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you" Karen - age 7
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross." Mark - age 6
"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget," Jessica - age 8
And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child. (Now this will melt your heart.) The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked him what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry."
Credits to Best Quotes.
P/S: what do you think about love?
LOVE,
Suhana Dullah. :)
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